14 December 2012

pre-honeymoon family dinner


here's my sis' wedding ring and i really like the meaning behind its design

this evening went a bit emotional and it gave me flashbacks of her past
i remembered her not having a great life more than a year ago...
then one day she called back home from the uk (she was spending her christmas there) and said William, my bro-in-law now, had proposed to her. stress no more!

i just want to say i'm so happy, that she'd finally found the best man she loved and to be taken care of, after all the previous relationships she cried about for gazillion times.
even though some accident resulted a postponed honeymoon, i hope there isn't too much bits and bobs to be sorted out. forget about the stress for now and enjoy your trip to india in few days time!!



since we're not spending our christmas together this year (again!), they decided to have a mini x'mas dinner in their flat with us just to compensate everything~ i had too much apple crumble, that i'm still burping right now =__,=


11 December 2012

holiday, celebrate

good to be home before we all might die


got a new camera finally! this new baby is EOS 650D
and thank you Taymah for buying my old son :P
i'm sure you can take good care of him



for some weird reasons my mom's been refusing to use these dining cloths, that my sis bought from thailand...
no more excuses now :D

3 December 2012

這個,是不是對人感情太美好的後果?

這個term已經去到尾聲
其實。。。這個year 1不算順利或開心
主要都是失戀,學業,人緣。。。

失戀
我知道已經過了差不多2個月
但是我還想跟他做個好朋友
我有嘗試主動地聯絡他,但零反應的。。。
朋友說那次abr演唱會他看不到我,因為沒有帶眼鏡
否則他會很樂意近我說聲好的...... 所以我覺得他應該都想再近我再說話吧
當時他在我後面,但我太緊張最後沒有打招呼,很後悔


我從來都沒有近男生的關係那麼好的,應該是受童年惡夢影響吧
我小一時曾經被男同學欺負,從此就俾轉到女校,一直到中七
所以上年才開始真正跟男生接觸
我是入住宿舍的第一晚認識宅男的
初時少說話,很含蓄的。後來發現很多雙方的公同點後,感情就越來越變好
我也開始對他有好感,但一路都沒有跟身邊的朋友說,因為我總覺得會被拒絕,還有不想最後失去一個多麼有緣的好朋友
不過數月後他竟然跟我表白。當時太開心,並接受了

我都知道一段小感情總會有完結的一日,但不夠一年他就提出分手,太快了。。。
我有努力嘗試多出外認識新朋友,但都是忘記不到這段感情。。。
現在還覺得很亂,心情總是麻麻的

人緣
新朋友,是有的
但喜好完全不同,平時聊天我都是假裝對他們的話題有興趣,漸漸覺得這樣做很疲倦
以前一起住/同班的好朋友都有聯絡的,但大家都住不同的地方,讀不同的科,在不同的班
所以見的機會也少了。。。
有很多時間都覺得自己很孤單。。。因為我今年住studio,變了比以前有更多私人空間
但我還是非常掛念跟好朋友住的好日子。。
這個就是現實社會寂寞的生活,但是環境轉變得太快,我還是想在大學的好幾年跟朋友租屋住在一起
上年大家都會安排小型halloween/聖誕party,很有歸屬感
今年我甚麼party都沒有參與。。。但會盡量參加更多event,對year 1的同學有更深的認識
因為我實在受不了我班的同學 - 太靜了!!!!!!! 讀art的不是應該要開放的嗎?!?!!?!?!?

學業
我開始擔心,究竟我是否在浪費父母的血汗錢
身邊的人的表達能力很強。。。他們的作品很受老師的讚許
而我就站在旁。。。被無視。。。對自己越來越沒有信心
問題是,我應該怎麼可以變強?!可以做甚麼可以進步?!?!
再是這樣停止不前的話,我會覺得在活下去更沒有意思。。。


這個,是不是對人感情太美好的後果?